I wonder if there will be healing today?
I wonder if there will be a balm?
I wonder, what can I say,
to heal the wounds I caused?
I wonder when my pain will leave,
dropped out of my mind
I wonder when the frustration will leave my mind?
I wonder when will my heart start quaking again and again?
I wonder when I will be able to speak with my mind,
when I have always listened with my heart
I wonder when you will stop blaming a scapegoat for my actions
I wonder why there is pain,
there is sadness.
I couldn't of prevented it.
I wonder why I can not speak,
when I have so much to say,
I wonder.